Saturday, June 13, 2009

Reality sucks pretty much

I know i have a couple of stuffs that are pretty expensive, I know i spend shit loads of moolah on my cosmetics, I know I eat expensive food. But I'm certainly not rich like what you people think. In fact i come from an okay doing family and i have stopped taking money from parents for personal stuff since i was 12. I grew up earning and spending my own hard earned money. And if you think I'm a spoilt brat, you're so damn wrong.

I just lost my job, got out of a bad relationship and have got into a new one soon after. Dramatic? Maybe, well I'm quite numb towards unfortunate events in my life. My family would really, really just leave me out there to die of perhaps hunger or poverty. I do have a boyfriend, but shandy is a man deep down and do not actually enjoy greatly upon the idea of spending someone Else's money. I'm stupid, I'm dumb. Whatever, just hope a miracle would cross my path and end all my sufferings. If fate has time, do get rid of unnecessary people in my life too. They suck and they could suck fucking gay balls if they continue ruining my life.

I hate my life, i hate my family. I want out so much but there's so much responsibilities to handle in this house. Hate it. Fuck it, fuck my damned cursed life. =(

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