Cut me up

I'm not a person that tells the whole world how i feel daily. I like keeping things to myself cuz i don't want to trouble others. Call me obdurate, I don't care. Advises to open up my heart just isn't my thing. Okay?

Today, its the 16. My baby girl is having her op on the 19 and I'll be sending her in on the 18. Poor girl, sh has suffered so much i think since she was born. Hope she's alright and i definitely hope her irresponisble dad would come pay the medical bills. Its so sick that after we broke up he would always use both Vovo and Giant as excuses to come up to see me. It seems like we'll always share a relationship that can never be cut off.

I'm so worried for Vovo girl, I'm afraid her body might reject the general anesthesia and bad things might happen.... And she's sleeping in front of me now, I knew she will hate e when i bring her to the vet that day. She hates going to the vet but i have no choice, hope she understands.

I'm a person that treat my pets as my own children not like WeiLong, the moment they enter my heart they will always be my children. Not dogs. I even hope that, if one day they were to leave me, i hope they would both be reincarnated to be my children. Vovo would be such a sweet girl and Giant would be my active little boy. I dare hope for it to come true but at least, let hem be humans soon? They've suffered quite a lot i believe.

Anyone that is reading this, help me pray for my girl. I really hope she could be alright....