I love him? I love him not? Modelling pays me cold hard cash and that's the thing i need big time. Tell me who dont love money? Well i definitely do, and i am fucking glad to accept to the realistic side of me.
I might get exposed one day, and when that day comes. Im pretty sure things would turn out bad, sour or maybe completely shattered. Well for some reasons, deep in my heart i hope i'm free and easy with no hand cuffs holding me back to do anything. I'm not a good girlfriend? And for as far as i know. I dont want to be nobody's girl no more. I love my flirtatious side, maybe not flirtatius. Playful? Apparently, i'm still goddamn young. I may look a good old 23 or older but laoniang is only 18. Young and sexy.
Haha, i cant seem to understand why i want to get attached so badly when i was younger, Geetting attached with him at that tender age of 15 seems to bombard my pathetic and fabulous life with regrets and many contradictions. I dont even know whether is it appropriate to hold on to him anymore. It sucks, im a bitch and i dont deny that fact. I still want to enjoy life whereas he cant wait to marry me. My, talk about settling down at 18. Sounds like nipping the bud eh?
I love modelling and yes, its pays me well. Why cant he understand this shit?
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