I know, I should just pray that he'll get good results. Good enough to go into university but as much as I try to be a very open minded and liberal girlfriend. Deep down, I really want him to stay here with me. I guess all human are selfish to a certain extent, though I want him to have the best, I got to admit, I'm human and I'm selfish too.
He's just so good. Like a fairytale, where all the good things happen and characters in it would always be happy. But, what about my ending, will it be happy if he's not gonna be in SG? I hope I have anything, no EVERYTHING it takes to keep us going. You have no idea, how much fear you have trapped in you when you experienced something so wonderful, had someone so wonderful and felt so lucky and might leave you to somewhere perhaps 1700miles away....
I hope I can find strength to overcome this shitty feeling, I don't want him to stay cause of me. I don't want him to regret. I know I should let him go, like what I've posted in FB.
"If you love him, you'll let him go pursue his future and if he loves you, he'll come back to you with all his achievements." Please, give me the will to stick to what I fucking preach.
I still feel sucky =(
He's just so good. Like a fairytale, where all the good things happen and characters in it would always be happy. But, what about my ending, will it be happy if he's not gonna be in SG? I hope I have anything, no EVERYTHING it takes to keep us going. You have no idea, how much fear you have trapped in you when you experienced something so wonderful, had someone so wonderful and felt so lucky and might leave you to somewhere perhaps 1700miles away....
I hope I can find strength to overcome this shitty feeling, I don't want him to stay cause of me. I don't want him to regret. I know I should let him go, like what I've posted in FB.
"If you love him, you'll let him go pursue his future and if he loves you, he'll come back to you with all his achievements." Please, give me the will to stick to what I fucking preach.
I still feel sucky =(
