Thursday, August 27, 2009

More about me

Don't say you dont know me.



1. I think like boys, but when it comes to relationships. I'm like most girls. I give in my ALL and i accept all the shit without complaining, without realising. Cuz, I DON'T MIND.

2. When i say relationships, it refers to BGR, kinship and friendship. Basically, all the ships.

3. Once I realised/found out that whatever I've put in has been shortchanged, I like most girls turn on the 'revenge' mechanism. And I'll treat you, exactly like how you treat me less.

4. Like said, its mechanism. Auto mode you see. Girls are revengeful, I'm still a girl =) Don't EVER offend females.

5. I DON'T like to cry, i don't like to express negative feelings, i don't like to face negative feelings.

6. I'm similar to cats in a way that, when I'm hurt. I prefer to find a place to recuperate alone or just die.

7. I DON'T have many females best/close friends. ( Nicole is not exactly a female ) Cuz, i don't understand them like they don't understand me.

8. I prefer guy friends and animals. I relate to them better.

9. Just because i have piercings, coloured hair and articulate with vulgarities. DOESN'T mean that i am not filial, naughty or belongs to the category of ah-lians.

10. I club DOESN'T mean I'm loose. I grind my girlfriends, not strangers.

11. You don't have boobs, DOESN'T mean I cant show off my assets. Get surgery, stop whining.

12. I'm easily contented. No need for LVs.

13. I like sour stuff. NOT pregnant, not easily jealous though.

14. I CANT pick up hints and vague feelings of others. EXPRESS and OPEN your mouth.

15. I'm crazy. Somehow people like me this way, though I'm not like most people. =)

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Wrong

How come it hurts so badly inside? Wrong path again?

Flaw-ed

I go to your house and you occupied yourself with san guo, while I sit in a corner like dumb fuck = Respecting each other's space
You come over and I watch movie while you eat = I neglect you


We meet and you spend 46238465minutes talking on phone = Important stuff
We meet and I split attention to different people around us = I don't care about you


I love you and I love everything bout you, including your flaws = Roles of girlfriend
You love me and I need to change this, this and that = Roles of boyfriend




2months plus down the road, you ain't like this when I first knew you or when we are together. Is it because I dote on you that you feel you can dominate? You lovED every thing bout me and now its different? I let you speak up on everything, so everything that is not good enough has to go? Perhaps, we rushed into things and got confuse. Maybe, you're no different from them after all.

I gave in my all once again in exchange for a bucket of tear. People change eh? Fast.